Paul and I are still chatting regularly online and sometimes by phone. He is seeing a Dutch guy named Ivo long distance.<\/p>\n
I don’t think I felt up to recounting here how he told me by phone one day that I am not “the one” for him. He “broke it off” with another guy named Bruno on the same day. Bruno basically said whatever and cut off communication. I told Paul I still really care about him and still want to see him.<\/p>\n
I’ve realized that I love him whether or not he loves me.<\/p>\n
I’ve realized that the situation is not unhealthy unless I make it so. For example, as a result of my connection with Paul, I feel better about exercising and I’m trying to learn Spanish. These are overall positive effects on my life.<\/p>\n
Paul tells me that we may visit each other at some point after he returns to Cordoba where he lives in Argentina. I think it would be fun to take a trip to Buenos Aires to see the political developments there, then to tour a bit around Argentina and visit Paul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Paul and I are still chatting regularly online and sometimes by phone. He is seeing a Dutch guy named Ivo long distance. I don’t think I felt up to recounting here how he told me by phone one day that … Continue reading